自行车碾过偶尔落下的梧桐叶子，天气还没真正冷下来．秋天可能悄无声息就路过了．．．

　　自伦敦回来又一口气去了重庆成都西安郑州济南，没生病，已经庆幸不已．．．有人说我体力好，我就骄傲起来了．看双年展看画皮都觉得没旧办好看．无比期待川久保玲跟Ｈ＆Ｍ合作的几个款式，已经瞄准了风衣跟衬衫，希望不要太多人买，也不要太贵，好象这２个设想是矛盾的．ＤＩＥＳＥＬ的３０周年纪念办超便宜牛仔裤好象就是被内部人员自己瓜分了，上市时间开门就告知排队的群众没货了，说实话那天我正在西安，真在上海也不好意思去排队，觉得已经过了那么赶时髦的年龄了，实际上７０年代生人的人都会比较不好意思做这样的事吧：）即便在我们还年轻的时候．所以呼吁有认识Ｈ＆Ｍ店里的人的朋友帮帮我：）

　　今天在游泳的时候突然怀念起昨天的阳光，因为去泳池的路上在下雨更加怀念，那样的阳光假日实在难得，应该带着爱人去坐摩天轮接吻．．．而且不是事先安排的那种，只是突然与浪漫邂逅，一定会终生怀念．就好象村上春树对邂逅和新鲜热豆腐的幻想一样．当然还可以是晚上的摩天轮，可以吻得更大胆，肆无忌惮，哈哈哈哈哈……上海有间距大的摩天轮吗？还要是小笼子式的，不然一哄而上一群人，也不行。。。

     我发现自己不能写意识流的东东，就象突然明白秋天的来来往往匆匆忙忙懵懵懂懂，今天晚上整理冬衣准备换装——————最近一直坚持学习，脑子不似从前满，干了的过冬的露天游泳池，风沙、落叶、晒白的碧瓷砖。还是会想他，想把他的名字纹在胳膊上，错过青春记忆都不会再重复，重复也无意义，也许在孩子的脸上看到他当时的善意。

     许多人恋爱生子的消息，大家都向秋天奔跑。。。慢慢开始觉得能心安理得地接受自己变老的事实了，而且越来越享受现在自在的状态。中午妹妹说家乡在开始造铁路了，明年9月动工，山区小火车，风光迤俪，还是回家养老，买5分地，想种什么种什么。上初中的时候梦想当作家，告诉同学说我以后要做2年的工人，2年的农民，2年的白领、2年的……然后就去写东西。那时候幼稚地以为那样我就能写尽人间百态了，其实故事都是万变不离其踪，关键还是要自己多观察修炼。

     秋天来了，冬天也不远了，这个冬季我会多穿红色……　　

　　

 

Hey Mr. Curiosity

Is it true what they've been saying about you

Are you killing me

You took care of the cat already

And for those who think it's heavy

Is it the truth

Or is it only gossip

Call it mystery or anything

Just as long as you call me

I sent the message on did you get it when i left it

See this catastrohpic event

It wasn't meant to mean no harm

But to think there's nothing wrong is a problem

I'm looking for love this time

Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry

Love is a mystery

Mr. Curious...

Come bake to me

Mr. waiting never patient can't you see

That I'm the same the way you left me

In a hurry to spell check me

And I'm underlined already in envy green

And then to red

And I've forgotten what you've said

Will you stop working for the dead and return

Mr. curios well I need some inspiration

It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration

The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me

From this situation laden with hearsay

I'm looking for love this time

Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry

And love is a mystery

Mr. Curiosity

Be mr. please

Do come and find me

I'm looking for love this time

Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry

Trying not to ask why

Cause love is a mystery

Mr. Curiosity

Be mr. please

Do come and find me

Love is blinding when your timing's never right

Oh who am I to beg for difference

Finding love in a just instantBut I don't mind at least I tried, well I tried...